13th time re-reading this
wish i could let go again
all my insecurities
have gotten the best of me
reading thoughts and writing texts
please just say it was a test
waiting alone in my room
hoping that you'll come back soon
waiting, waiting
for you to come back
wishing wishing
that its not the end
hoping hoping
all i do is hope
missing missing
you is all i know
2023 me got some issues
feel like everyday i buy more tissues
am on the edge of a breakdown
its over and over
cant afford planes so i move servers like towns
act like you like me
i wont make it worth it
cause i wont agree
like i aint even heard it
trust issues like i'm a villain
if i don't make it past tomorrow the culprit is me
only thing i that regret is not holding you
intimacy, thought of kissing your lips
every year write a verse for how i feel
thinking the circle will break
i don't feel like i'm changing at all
end of the day i just wanna pass out while i make out with you
jealousy kicks in i don't wanna
Sol Patches explores what happens when a rapper's ego collapses on this inventive album at the nexus of hip-hop and hyperpop. Bandcamp New & Notable Mar 21, 2023